Suffering

As they tell us it's for a reason we look. We then, look again. The suffering is piled on some more while we look again. The next day comes as does the pain, and no future. Humanity goes on while we look some more and find nothing and no answers at all. They do not exist. There are no answers and there will never be any relief. There is but one reason to go on and she is a little life, full of everything good which balances me. To her I am the greatest thing ever and, I will always be there for her. I may have no hope for myself, no future and no understanding ever of my place in life, but I will never leave her.